Hello again, I just wanted to share a few updates with you.

First, I recently got a job in Bangkok. It’s funny when I think back to our exam period before university. We were so young and motivated. I always admired how you knew exactly what you wanted and what you were good at, and how you had a clear goal with a plan to get there. On the other hand, I was the one who didn’t know exactly what I wanted—I just knew what I was good at and went with it. Now, I have a degree in English, and you’re in your final year of university. Time really does fly, doesn’t it?

Another update is that I’m about to move in with my girlfriend since she works in Bangkok now. I remember you once said you wanted a room for us to live together, to spend time together. It’s bittersweet because, in a way, everything you once wanted us to do, to have, and to become, I’m now doing with my current girlfriend. But that’s life, isn’t it? We don’t always get what we want, and sometimes we make mistakes or poor decisions.

I can honestly say that cheating on you is my biggest regret. But I can’t help wondering if I’d be the person I am today without that decision. I’m stronger and a little more mature now. I’ve learned from that mistake, as well as many others since then. I’ve had my heart broken so badly that I had to see a doctor. Despite everything, you’re still a good memory to me. You were one of the best things that happened to me, but I couldn’t keep you. Seeing where you are now, I feel like you’ve learned and grown as well.

As I’ve said before, I want you to know you’re an amazing person with so much to offer. You’re more valuable than anything I could ever describe. You deserve love. I know you won’t stay single and wait for me forever, and that’s a hard truth for me to accept. However, I truly wish that, if you find someone you love, you’ll be happy. I know you’re probably happy now without my blessing, but I want you to know that I wish for your happiness, even if I’m not a part of it.