First is I just got a job in Bangkok. It’s funny thinking back to when we were in our exam period to get into university; we were so young and motivated. I love how you know what you want and what you good at. And you have a goal and how to get there also. On the other hand, I was the one who didn’t what I wanted. I just knew what I was good at and went with it. Now, I have a degree in English and you are in your last year in university. Time flies huh.

Another thing is I’m about to move in with my girlfriend since she works in Bangkok. I remember you once said that you want a room for us to live together and spend time together. Well, it’s sad that everything you wanted us to do, to have, and to become, I do it with my current girlfriend. But this is life, isn’t it? We cannot always get what we want. And sometimes we make mistakes and bad decisions. 

I can say that cheating on you was my biggest regret. But I wonder if it’s not because of that decision would I become myself today. I am strong and a little more mature. I have learned from that mistake and many follow. I had my heart broken so badly that I had to see a doctor. Despite all of that, you still are good memory to me. You are one of the good things that happened in my life but I couldn’t keep you. Look at you now make me think that you also learn something. 

As I said, I want you to know that you are such an amazing person who has so much to give. You are beyond anything valuable. You deserve to be loved. I know you won’t be single and wait for me forever. That’s a hard truth for me. However, I wish and finally will be happy for you if you find someone you love. Please be happy. I know you are happy now without my blessing. But I honestly wish for your happiness even without me in it.