Disclaimer : This was not meant to reach or find you, it was just a glimpse of thought I find hard to never express at some point some times ago. I, now, found peace through the time and have already mended all the broken bones. So if you ever have a chance to read this, please don't be frightened, awkward or take it personal. 

It was not a love at first sight, certainly not.

What it is is an overwhelming kind of feeling in which splashed right into me when I had no idea either when or how.

This love, which I would say is the purest love I’ ve ever felt, has taught me lots, has brought me peace and has given me life.

Something I'd be dying searching elsewhere. 

I love you the way the readers love their books. Cherish you?, I also do, just like the way readers cherish their book which we do know they sure do. 

It's the way you literally are, It's the way you are you and no one else. I love you without even considering your choice in life, about who you want to be or what you want to dress.

Love isn't defined by that, I knew it.

When I was told about the concept of platonic love, I had nothing in mind but you. 

This is it, this is platonic. 

I do not wish for anything, any sparks or any feelings in return. I do, instead, wish for you to find happiness in life, to find peace in both yourself and future someone 

and for you to never be brought down.

What's even deeper or could be said worse is I enjoy the version of me when I'm accompanied by you.

I'm at ease, calm, mature and fearless.

And because of you, I have never been more ready for the world to crack me into pieces. Not because I'm not afraid to shatter but because I do aware I'd be alright after all, because you always said I will and because you has taught me to.

You're now the only person in the world who could make me feel right when it's all feel wrong, who actually understands and brings this soul back when it gets lost. 

I'm so thankful for all these things. All the experiences, the memories, the love and friendship we shared.

I hope you'd find someone who could make you feel like I do.

And I hope I could fine someone like you too, someone I can finally be with. 

Because even if you don't and never do, love me like I loved you.

I'd always love you, as a friend, I know I'll always do.

Because we grew up together 

and you made me who I am.

me, your friend.

28/5/2020