Why on earth did you bring me to that heartbreaking situation ? 

I dont wanna grow up. 

Never want to. 

I looked at her ageing, while i can do nothing to emancipate my love. 

She smiled at me, the most precious smile ive always wanted to see. 

But i cant do anything. 

She raise me up to be this gentle-that-becoming-too-weak girl. It’s what people say. 

I miss the old time when she was my whole world. If only i knew that to grow up i had to be far away from her, and one day lost her, i would only wish the time to stop, this planet earth to never spin, and this living flesh n bone to be stuffed. 

I would wish i’d never been born.