Have me when I am most free

The state which all minds dare wander

And not think of itself as unwanted

But a tranquil traveler of solitary.

To be wanted means to fear

of change, of the world's uncertainty,

to be unafraid was an ultimate form of purity.

I am myself,

I am us,

us, but all about our own reflection.

When we rip those fruit out we may

help each other but when we

taste that swelling flesh,

one to one's own pleasure.

I am not to please you more

than you please me

and you shall see yourself

as separated.

So be excited,

If sometimes I send you a letter

or strip out of my usual habitat,

the extreme independency

tear some curtain down,

While remarking,

"For your eyes only."