That's what I said to Doctor.Taa after 6 month of black hole era of my life. I need to go some place by myself so I can rethink of everything that happened. Losing someone I still love, losing friends, losing tracks of my own, but the most important ... losing pieces of myself.

So I must begin somewhere.

And thank to my dad and my stepmom who won't allow me to go to the southern beach in Thailand by my own, here I am in Suvarnabhumi Airport, waiting for the plane to take off to Singapore. The third time in my life.

Four years ago,

me and my sister

a simple tourist trip for the two of us

Three years ago,

13 August 2015

just me and a broken heart

with a kodaline concert ticket in my hand

Today

24 January 2018

just me again

still a broken heart with huge scars and bruises

but this time I come seek the courage, belief, strength and the answers inside of me.

I just .... must begin somewhere and even how much I want to go to the beach and listen to the sound of the ocean. I believe Singapore is a good place to start.

So JJ,

I'll see you later.