This is one of my favourite movie that I've watched before a very very long time ago, on a TV, imagine how long is that. Today is probably the second of the third time that I watched it. Yes I'm a little crazy over brides, wedding, wedding gowns, and canon in d major, my excuse is that I'm a gay stereotypical gay boy haha.
Anyway let's cut it, earlier today I was exhausted, just from being alive and being responsible of school work. Lately I have try to be more productive and positive, trying to get my shit done, work out thru out the week, sleep earlier eat healthier, read all that article from medium. But hey not everyday is a perfect, some days I woke up feel like shit, traced back to the night before, but I just gotta know that I'm blessed enough to be able to wake up in the morning, and I'll feel better not by tomorrow but in the next few hours. That's why instead of scrolling thru the damn phone for six hours straight until my eyes are tired enough to shut them off like I used to, I decided to go get protein shake, and watch a comedy movie. The decision I made have lead me to this, expressing long ass paragraph to make me feel better.
This phase in my life, turning twenty, is just scary. You people might are you kidding I'm turning forty, but hey we can only be twenty once right. I mean with this energy and freedom which I know it's not gonna last, it just makes me wanna do it right, make me realise that this is the only ten years shot before turning bald, that this is the phase that I'm gonna finally have to take life more seriously, otherwise I would feel like a big disappointment of the world. I also know that life is just life, and it could go wrong. So what I wish for is that I wouldn't have to look back and regret the way I'm spending my twenty. I wanna look back and be like, hell yeah I've lived it.
Get back to all the quotes that I like from the movie.
####1
" We can't run with iPods because iPods... are for people who can't be alone with their own thoughts. "
That is the first quote from the movie that I caught, even from the very first time I watched the movie. I think about how there is a chance that it's accurate, do I listen to music so that I won't drowns in my own thoughts, how people do it all the time and not only using iPod. We have consumed too much of others, whether it's Kardashian-Jenner or Elon Musk. We need to have more time for ourselves, just you and your thoughts, asking question we've never asked ourselves before like, what are we doing and why. It's may seems cliche to say that we might actually have to find our meaning of living this life at some point. Life may be short but it's not too short. You don't have to figured everything out straight away but also try not to lost it too much.
###2
" - How you doing, Em? How you feeling?
- Um, feel fine.
- Fine's not really a feeling though. "
Holy cow shit honestly I cried at this part. Why? isn't it suppose to be some ironic scene that just make people think about it a little bit and keep going on wanting to know what Em has to say? but in stead I paused and cried. Maybe I just got too dramatic, cause yeah I'm a gay boy who watch this movie since like 13. But no, it's because that's what I've been feeling lately, hearing that make me feel even worst then when I was having a breakdown over expired ice cream. It's just fine, everything is just fine, I'm okay with it, but that's not enough. I not suppose to settle with just fine when I'm twenty years old living alone in London having no other responsibilities than just group presentation. NO, that's the point where I said to myself, I'm not gonna be like this, I'm gonna get out there, experience all the shit, be like my sixteen-self when I'd to came with a story why I didn't had my license with me when I got pulled over when obvs I was underaged. That might be too far, but hey I wouldn't have to do that anymore I got my license now. Tons of opportunities for me here is only I would just go out there.
###3
" Sometimes in life, there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it with a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there is also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the person who knows you, sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person who has been standing beside you all along. "
That's the last quote before the end of the movie. and also the last quote of this blog, article, diary, or whatever you think it is. Through the movie I was thinking about my boyfriend, whom I have been dating for only two months, but I love him so much already. Dear boyfriend, if you might happened to find this and read until here. I want you to know that this quote is not for you lol, not right now. But I want our bond to grow stronger, I wanna grow with you, be better together, until now I have already feel lucky enough to have you, you have encourage me a lot by just being you, you might have built your wall so high but I wanna gently make you tear it down yourself bit by bit, no rush, cause I know we have all the time together, and I want us to be the best that we could, but flawed because I want it real. This quote is for my best friends, we have been thru a lot, good and bad, hell and hell. I have faith, and hope, and I believe that our bonds can never be broken. I'm so thankful and grateful for all of you, I have no other things to say but I love you guys so much, and that I'm so lucky that I've met all you. With all the love in the world.
Down to this, I realise that the definition of review is definitely not expressing yourself after watching a movie lol.
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