There are a few things that vivid in my memories.

I remember you told me when I was young and we were on the bus, I said "I want water" and you bought me one with all money you have left.

Everyday I would go to the market and I remember asking you "What you want to eat today?" You would tell me what you wanted and also ended up with "buy me watermelon smoothie as well"

Back when I was still working remotely you would come to the room to wake me up and said "It's 8 O'clock, wake up now" I woke up and fall back to sleep again because I knew it wasn't 8"

Every time you ride my motorbike you always tell me stories of what we drove passed. Your both hands pull my waist as you speak.

I'm truly sorry for the words I said when we argued. I'm sorry grandma.

I hope you know that you are the first person I ever loved. You are my angel. 

I will always love you.

I wish I can see and hold you again. Just one last time...

Please come close, I love you with all my heart.

What would I do without you?

I lost you forever. 

Good bye.