I thought I stop thinking about you, we broke-up more than 2 months already, so only stupid still thinking about ex and only insane people that still keep hope up. I always think I'm neither stupid nor insane, so i should done with that by now.
But somehow, you appears in my dream, obviously that you still on my mind. May be because our cat got sick and I need to told you that or whatever reason that make sense to me so I can accept its peacefully without any guilty to found you in my dream.
I found us in our car, the one that's now is "yours", you driving while i sit in front seat, we're talking, we're laughing, like when we were together. You smiling at me, I smile back, and suddenly, you took my hand and your smile still there.
I'm so surprise, I smiling like crazy.
But then I can't hold my tongue, I says " Is it mean we're back together?" with laugh. I need to laugh to chase away my fear.
You still smile after heard what i said, but i can see your smile not wide as before, it's not change that much but i still visible.
All I can do is laugh, louder than when i ask that silly question, and take my hand back to myself.
Even though this is just a dream, it doesn't happen, but It's hurt.
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