Waves
It comes and goes
Salt in the air
Sand grazing through the spaces in between
my fingers
It almost feels
Warm and nice
And I almost wanted to
Flip it around
Upside down
So it can seep through the spaces in between
my fingers again
Hair in my mouth
Wind in my ears
Left after right
Walk without fear
Feel the sand underneath and
Left right after
Dust in the air
Time fleeting through the spaces in between
you and me
It almost feels
like a sweet despair
And I almost wanted to
Flip it around
Upside down
So it can seep through the spaces in between
you and me again
Waves
It comes and goes
So does everything
Do you think so
Do you think so too?
Maybe I should
be a pirate
and go out there
and come back
start a blank slate
and all is fair
just to sail again
until my ship wrecks in the sea
until a big octopus appears
and wrecks my ship despite my plea
and with out fear
I die in pain
like an ancient mariner
except that no one writes about me
and I'm just a goner
I am weird
But I can be weirder
Waves
It comes and goes
So does everything
I don't know about you but
I think so
Sometimes I feel
as if nobody would like me
if I'm not something
And the truth is
I am nothing
And I'm happy about it
I am tired
of being a mysterious figure
or an interesting person
of people saying
they like me because I'm smart
because I'm mysterious
because I can do art
because I'm a genius
of people saying
they like when I play piano
when I speak English
when I put on a show
or when I cook good fish
when I take things slow
when I'm not a bitch
when I let things go
as if those are the only good things
about me
things that make me stand out
from 'others'
why can't one just say
that they like
my awkward stand up comedy
or that they like me
even when my fart smells like I need
a colonoscopy
or when I'm arrogant
and needy
ignorant
and clingy
when I buy a plant
and let them wilt
when I said I can't
and not feeling the guilt
But I like myself
for all that I am
all that I was
all that I will be
and I think I am
Perfectly lonely
And I'd like to be silly
and fun
while I still can
Waves
It comes and goes
So does everything
But I will enjoy the moment
while it lasts
even when
it ends fast
Maybe I know
that I'd never find
another like you
who has been nothing but kind
sweet, genuine and true
who will probably like me
for all that I will be
but I will pretend
to not comprehend
the sunk cost
that I've caused
and go out there
just to get lost
just to think about you
and how our paths may crossed
again
or maybe not
Waves
It comes and goes
So does the thought of you
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