Fear arises when something threatens our survival. Fear does keep me survive and I should be thankful for that.. but it's too heavy here when I have ones irrational. It runs through my body sensations, makes my heart beating fast, makes my body numbed, makes my head ache.. My brain says there's nothing harmful but somewhere in me doesn't believe so. Still holding it. Still scared. Still want to be somewhere in the corner and be safe.
Fear is to get through but I don't see it so simple here. I don't want to do this alone. I am not ready.. I want to run away, avoid and ignore I have it, I don't think this is the right way to do.. but I can't just face it and be cool. I don't know how. I have no clue.
I feel like I am cursed. I feel like I am trapped. But what can I do? Where can I go? If I have to live with it, I don't want to do it alone.
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