i get bored very easily. very, really easily. i can get into something really fast, and get bored of it in a matter of hours. i might know why its like this, i might not. it doesnt matter. its not why im writing this right now.

i was afraid that i wouldnt be able to commit to anything ever. its just not my thing, and ive always made sure that i abandon everything (i though that was the only thing i was consistent about). it was kind of shitty, really. i wanted to be one of those people who are all invested in the things they have passion for. i knew i would never be that.

but then i realized: i have been loving the color blue since i could remember. never has any other color been considered my favorite. some have come close, obviously, but blue has always been my favorite. others come and go. blue stays.

i guess some things just dont need investment.

blue will always be the most beautiful color.
i guess (haha i dont know)