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Snowy Sunday
  • you might be wondering :
    "what's the point of this entry?"
    unfortunately, the answer is there's no point to it.
    This entry is nothing more than a redundant rant; it does not serve any purpose other than informing you that i'm feeling a bit down. 

    it's a snowy Sunday 
    the weather forecast was right 
    i woke up to my phone's alarm clock beeping at 9:30 and decided to lie in a bit more before going to brunch 
    it's lonely and it's cold but i'm used to it 

    am i feeling a bit blue?
    probably. 
    will i ever not be ok?
    probably not. 

    "hey, are you sure you're fine?"
    do you really want to know?
    can i trust you? 
    i want you to know 
    i want to trust you
    i need to get it off my chest
    i wish i could open up to you
    because we're friends after all 
    i wonder when have i gotten used to being left behind 
    when have i forgotten how to speak my mind 
    there are things i wanna say but never had the courage to
    there are things i wish i didn't say 
    there are questions i wish i never asked 
    i........
    "nah i'm fine dude- but thanks for asking- it means a lot"
    because what else can i say? 
    but it really does mean a lot to me that you noticed that i looked sad and make the effort to ask
    so i guess the statement wasn't a complete lie 

    i'm so sick of this sharp cold air and the winter constellations
    i just want to move on to Spring and leave the sad memories of the cold night sky behind




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